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Am I sad or what? Seeing him with the girl last night... wasn't a really good feeling. For once, I felt like I was the third party. Maybe I am. But.. based on what he told me last night, I doubt my judging ability once again. So.. am I supposed to get you before the others do? I really want to keep you by my side but.. at the same time, I don't want to deprive you of your freedom with your friends. I want you to be happy when you're with me. Don't want you to find me clingy or... whatever you know? Because this is the way I like you. I know you need your freedom. I hope that you won't find me too passive that one day you decide to just give up on me.
I WON'T CHANGE THIS MINDSET.